Monday, September 25, 2006

In a state of coma

To relinquish a thing that has value is an arduous task, but in life there are moments that one has no choice but to unleash. The mortal then becomes acquainted to it that her heart does not know any longer how the hurting feels. The face can show grimace or a smile, yet it must be scrutinized with caution for her expression can launch a thousand words. It is also full of uncertainties. The impulse her heart tries to undulate beat by beat remains to be a mere prerequisite to still be in life. But unknowingly, it is dead; it is no longer sensitive... or it just chooses not to.
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In a piece of time though, she will be arousable, rising up from the state of coma, and begin to savor the world, again. Yet a distinctive scar is left and there remains the fear of not being able to go back to where life has begun. Reservations fill her up. Inevitably and much worse, there will be resistance to the various medicament consumed, depending on the ability of the mind and heart to cope with the dubiety that takes over her. An inclination to artificial devices may even serve significant to process the once unsevered heart.

But then again, in spite of everything, she can rebuild herself in the fullest she wants it to be. It is her choice how contentment will suffice her expectations. Then finally it will be a Renaissance.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

You know what they say, everything will be happy in the end. If it's not happy, it's not the end.

All right, it's not exactly convincing. But never lose hope. Hope, even it's all you have. Hope will be enough to get you through. It's what will put a smile on your lips. Life may not smile on you today. But it might tomorrow. You'll never know. That's why you have to continue hoping and anticipating for your happy ending. You will need to smile back at Life and welcome it when it looks your way again. Dress up your life like you dress up yourself. You'll always want to be at your best when the opportunity knocks.

Sorry for being emotional. It's just that I can relate. lols! Hoping for the best. I like your songs, by the way. :)

Maya

ravishingkat said...

hi maya! Thanks for the thought.. Don't worry i'm alright, i just wanted to express that a constant letting go can create fear, where you tend to become numb too. but then yeah, there's always hope... it will be a renaissance, then life itself will be fruitful depending on how you live with it and for it, despite everything that you have experienced. thanks for being thoughtful! =)Take care!